Elated

HEYYY!
YAYE. HAPPY ME.
Finally, things are settled. =)
I went down to yew tee to look for baby.
Talked things out.
She invite me into her house!!!! =))))
Was quite scared though as baby's mum will be home anytime.
Baby cooked noodles for me!
Nice! Yummy yummy!
Went down to Yew Tee MRT to pass baby's mum the house keys as we were going out.
RONZ IS SO CUTE! =)
BUT STILL, YILLIS IS STILL THE CUTEST! =)
Hee Hee.
Off we went to toastbox to lepak?
LOL.
Bought Iced Milo,Curry Chicken Rice.
After that went to another block to lepak, talk.
Around 1715 sent baby home.
Walked till overhead bridge baby texted me.
Somehow had a feeling she can come down or smth.
So i waited at the station for her reply.
And YES! She asked me to play badminton! Hee Hee.
And yes i went back to find her.
We walked to her grandma house to get the rackets and shuttlecocks.
Haha. On the way there, i asked baby.
Me:'what if no shuttle cock how?'
Baby:'Use your lor!'
SEEEEEEE! OMGOMG. HAHAHHAA.
When we reached i waited for baby to go up and get the items.
Meanwhile , i went to the staircase to change my shorts!
Hee heee.
Lucky no people there.
Baby came down, we played our game.
While playing we had lots of fun.
My darling keep laughing.
Happy to see her laugh and being so happy. =)
Played for 115 mins ( According to darling)
We both enjoyed right! =)
Walked back to baby's house, The long way =)
Spent whole day with my Darling girl. =)
Hee Hee.
Trained home after that. Just in time to watch unriddle! =)
Now i'm chatting with you! =) Hee Hee.



I Love You Baby.
I really do.
Glad that everything's fine now =)
I'll cherish you more than anything else.
Only you know this blog =)
Love you.

Haywire?

Back to blogging! A place where i pour my feelings out i guess? Without people knowing.
Actually i think cause i'm bored.
But this post is gna be kinda emotional. hee hee.

My life's going haywire now.
Just now i quarrelled with my dearest girl.
Went to bball to vent it all out.
But it didn't turn out well.
I kept thinking bout Yillis and what happened just now.

Bball first.
FUCKED UP. LOSERS. IDK WHEN YOU ALL LEARNT TO PLAY LIKE THIS.
You bloody keep putting your leg to block me.
I keep quiet. But who knows. Things got worse.
I keep quiet doesn't mean i dont know anything.
You got way too far. You pulled me down.
I landed on my back. I keep quiet nvr say anything.
You didn't apologise or anything. You still act like nothing has happened.
Nvrmind. But later. I steal your ball, You not happy, You swing your arm towards my chest.
What was that for? I dont understand.
If you cant take losing, cant take people steal your ball.
DONT FUCKING HELL PLAY BASKETBALL.
Go be a librarian.
And you didn't apologise even after that.
That's what makes things worse.
I just asked my mum to rub my back for me. I couldn't take the pain.
She told me its swollen. Sianed ttm.

Baby,
I'm sorry really for everything.
I really hope you can treat me like how you used to.
I cant take all this coldness.
I really cannot.
Its really torturing you know.
Hope you'll forgive me.
I will try my best to control my everything.
I will compromise with you.
Things will go your way, not mine.
I dont want us to be APART, i want us to be A PART.
Guess all i could say is sorry.
But i really am.
I'll stop all my nonsense.
You won't see this i guess.
Maybe after awhile. Idk.
I miss you so much.
Very very much.
How i wish your here beside me to hug me now.
Your my everything.
I love you baby, so much. Realy very very much.
Hope things will turn out well.
Guess your feelings for me is fading?
Or your tired of everything?
Idk.
I'm sorry.
I guess your life sucked alot after being tgt with me.
I'm a burden.

SIGH! I can't get to sleep.
The pain in my back is so unbearable. =(
It will be fine tmrw after i get my sleep. I guess?
Today my life officially sucks. =(